‘In pain and in suffering, I’ll be there for you’
I had said it once!
Little did I know that 10 years on she would call with a statement ‘I am terrible. Did you hear that, I am a terrible terrible human.’
It was hard to hear her cry over phone,
It was hard to explain anything to her.
All I could gather that she was made to feel pathetic and she was torn apart.
The world that she was a part of convinced her that she wasn’t theirs from the end to the start.
I couldn’t comprehend her pain,
I couldn’t convince her otherwise,
When she felt her integrity was scrutinised.
She spoke at length and I heard in silence,
I kept repeating that she was in denial.
She didn’t seem to hear me right,
Instead she declared to me that she was completely unfit to fight with life.